I DON'T REALLY KNOW!

I don't know if we were made to meet,
or it was just a prank of destiny!

I don't know if this was to believe,
like a falling star wish, indeed!

I don'r know if its a matter of days,
or a journey of many miles.
I don't know if its gonna stay forever
or for a shorter while!

I don't know how our path just crossed.
Where and why do we came across..

I don't know if this is right or wrong,
i don't know if the belief is really strong!

but, all i know is that we were meant,
we were meant to meet and to see.
to seek what we can't see and feel what is
still to believe!

to see world with each other's eye,
to solve those x and y!

we were meant to meet,
to provide relieve..
to the wandering soul of yours..
and the burning one that belongs to me! 

LOVE - as simple as that

"I love you" - the most common and equally complicated words ever existed in human history! but, is it really as complicated as we feel it is?

i believe, LOVE is just to love but, things add to it when jealousy, expectations, loneliness and all other feelings get blend with love. To love someone is simpler than it seems because,  you don't need to expect them to love you back. when you fall for someone, you fall for their personality, their nature, their looks and everything else and this was never mandatory to get the love back just because you are deeply in love with her/him.

Love will never hurt you if you only try to give, what hurts is the fact that you get to feel lonely ones the person sweeps away. If the memories of love makes you smile and the love that grew by showering it on that "someone" makes you feel contented... then probably you have achieved the truest form of love!  

In reality, i perceive love to be open ended, and a personal choice. I shouldn't expect the same love back, why? because i am too busy in giving love. in current scenerio, love turns out to a a relationship and then changes into marriage but, if i solely look at love in its most purest and truest form - its is something like this --

"i love you, for what your are
and the things that you want to be.
i love you, because you make me happy
and yes i feel deeply!

i love you because i choose to
not because you had promised me the same,
i would cross limits in expressing my love
it hardly matters if you feel the same."

LOVE - means something that keeps you high always and you will go to any extent to chase it but, if you try to blend it with every other feeling, it will be a mess. Love the one whose world you feel like lighting up and your world will get lit up automatically.

LIFE AND ME

It seems to be a mess,

I am Juggling between the lives.

I wonder, where do I belong to?

Where is the place, where do I reside?

My life is a hell, with demons all around,

There is no help, no way to escape!

I don’t know where things are going,

And how long is the life of pain.

I don’t seek for name,

I seek for a way.

A way out to this hell,

I don’t seek for the gain.

Where do the roots of these roads end?

I am clueless, but not hopeless yet.

I hope for the life to begin,

I wish for the pain to sink in.

Till then, I am on a way..

Where nothing I could see.

There is a life beyond this,

That is where my journey meant to be.

INDEPENDENCE DAY

while everybody is busy uploading statuses and changing their dps and wihing each other a HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY i wonder, are we really matured enough to handle this independence?

Firstly what is Independence? is it to spit on the and say "tere baap ka road hai kya?", is it to throw garbage here and there and say "foreign is so clean, i hate India." or is it to choose that you won't go out to vote but, definitely curse the government? In our constitution, we do have fundamental rights. If these rights got violated, we can case against the concerned person. Similarly, there are set of fundamental duties that we are obliged to follow. Do we?

we dance our heart ut saying that we are INDEPENDENT but, do we deserve this? Are we capable of handling, preserving and respecting this freedom that we have got? We, the INDIANS preach a lot about being the world's largest democracy but, how many of us actually try to understand the meaning and the motive of democracy?

I believe that we all have taken our democracy, our right to freedom and the independence way too granted. we should remember that, each time when we don't perform our duties well, a question on our rights arises. It is not only the duty of the authorities to look after the things but, as a citizen it is our responsibility to make sure that not only these authorities but also the other citizens should maintain the code of conduct.

Independence is not just on one day, we enjoy it life long and so should be our duties towards this nation.

DO YOU KNOW HOW WINDY..

Do you know how windy,
the weather seems tonight?
Haunting darkness is all
that i see in sight.

I can see your smile,
somewhere very far,
I don't know whether m coming closer,
or we are just falling apart.

This windy wind is not letting me sleep,
It is destroying promises, that were mean to keep.

Do you know how windy,
the weather seems tonight?
All those memories of us,
are seeking to come under the light.

I wish i could touch you,
hold you and kiss you again.
There's no brighter day,
it is going to rain.

This windy wind is pulling me off from my feet,
I want you to stop, but my voice is unable to reach..

And there you walk away in front of my eyes,
I don't know with whom does my curse lies?
Whom should I blame to let you go away,
this windy weather or our million good byes? 

Way to home

A WAY TOWARDS HOME

Have you ever felt an urge to rush home as soon as you can? Something like which happens when you are sad, you get to feel that the whole world is illusion, you are distorted and the only thing that seems real, that belongs to you is your home and people who stay there. Your voice just breaks and you couldn’t think of anything because you mind is flooded with negative thoughts. At that time all you see is your home, you try to complete the journey merely in the thought of reaching home at some moment and some day.

I personally hate being at home on Sundays, I always have arguments with my parents over something or other and I end up hating the holiday! But, somewhere between the lines I cannot deny the fact that, when I am completely broken mentally, the only place I find comfort is at home. I don’t talk to my friends neither hang around anywhere; I just feel like rushing home and talk to the woman who is waiting for me over lunch. I might not share what is wrong with me, but somehow for their sake and the love that they give me, I smile. I forget the stress that I am suffering from, all I feel like is talking to her and snuggling into my blanket.

You know when things are in order, we are least bothered about home and people inside it. We care about ourselves while they still care about us. We scream and shout and do all sorts of tantrums – “I want to run away from these people” (my punch line) but the real value of home is realized only when we feel disillusioned with world and we find no escape anywhere. Therefore, the comfort level that we get at home cannot be given by any place in the world. This is because not only our home but also the people, our parents our siblings, belong to us. It is the only place where we can open out our heart and cry out, unafraid of being noticed and laughed by anyone. 

THE DILEMMA WITH LOVE IS WHETHER TO HOLD IT BACK OR TO SET IT FREE

When a bird has got her wings to fly,
she is all set to bid me good-bye.
million things lead you to stop her,
but all I do is only sigh.

For so many months I took her care,
my life had her share,
the delicate bird whom I loved so much
now has wings in pair.

My love for her grew day after day,
her life definitely had own way.
I don't know what to choose,
because in love, I cannot ask her to pay.

Sitting on a couch, i watch her fly,
I feel as if, a part of me is about to die.
I don't know to rejoice or to frown
over a bird that left me in front of my eye.

The dilemma with love is that you can't decide,
whether to hold it and cage or leave it free to survive.
It is tough to leave it free and wait for it to return,
but, isn't it difficult to hold it back, for selfish reason...